DEAR PATIENCE

Dear patience, I miss you in my life

I dont know, what went wrong and when

But I need you here more than I could've imagined

I need you now, so im beggin'

Sorry I took you for granted back then

So tell me you will come back

To help me through times I overthink

through times I let all the nonsense get to me

And my confidence, in myself lacks

Dear patience, this is for you

I could be left in pieces after anything

So I'm rushing through everything

Come back, help me pace myself

I feel captured

So help me get back my carefree nature

I want to remember what it feels like

to be strong enough to get it wrong

I'm being honest, it's been so long

So long, since I spent a day

Without losing my mind completely

I feel like I'm sitting in a cafe

At a table for two, alone

And I dont know whether you'll show

or would I just end up going home

With the same feeling I came in with

I will return,

Enter my house, feeling like a stranger to it

Because when you left, i think I changed a little bit

I'll sit in complete silence, to mourn

The girl who wasnt restless and didn't feel torn

Dear patience, I miss you in my life

I don't have you, when I need you the most

Show up at my door, and save me from being lost

Show up at the door that's familiar

And make it all better.